Nicholas
17
14-11-1991
No dreams, unless wanting the world to end faster is considered one
Ngee Ann
Loves
My two best friends
The ones who understand me
Games
hates
Nothing really much i hate
Now here i am sitting down to ponder, realising that the friends that really mean to me all have gone to different schools and have different timetables. Time spent together has drastically dropped. Why is it so.
Firstly, Ex-E2 guys almost ALL went to SP. John went to NYP, Denise to SP as well. WeiSheng to SP and Sam to Nanyang Jc. Brenda on the otherhand has been completely tied up with school work/cca/everything else. Hardly have any time to talk to her. And now my ComTool kit is coming to a close, ending tmrow, as well as splitting me from the best two project grp people i've ever met as well. It is this that set me thinking why is it always this way. My luck? Or is it just fate.
I know for sure me and John would have gone a long long way had we even been in the same poly. Well for Sam and Weisheng, if we're in the same class it would have been much greater. After all, primary school friends.
And yes, Denise and Brenda. Great friends but too bad i only got to know Brenda well in the later half of sec 4. Good times dont last i guess. Sad aint it?
The only thing left for me to do is try to spend some time with them or at the least talk to them when i/they can. They dont suffer from such situations as far as i know. Ok thats it.
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Jul 19, 2008
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Mar 29, 2008
6:21 PM
good.night.
The semester is coming to a close and it's hard to believe it costs $1k. Substandard lecturers,miserable assignments. Well it's the way the gahment made it to be.
The class has begun to take its shape. Different cliques are becoming more clear. And here i am torn between them, not belonging to any. Only having 1 or 2 closer ones from each clique. What luck uh. Cant fit anywhere properly. To hell with this, just live with it i tell myself. There's another 2 1/2 years more wif them.
Drifting away from the people whom i felt i'd never drift away from feels horrible. Best friends now can barely talk with each other properly face to face after sch even at least once a month. It just suks.... I miss those days we had.
End
good.night.
Presentation went along smoothly though i doubt my group hit the 30 minute mark or even got near to it.
Hmm well nothing much to talk about.. shall post when i feel like it
good.night.
I got Biofuels for my speech topic. yes not joking. For those in my class u'd be thinking, wtf we just got a project on it just a week ago. I got down all the points but when i went up to start my speech i couldnt link the words together well. There goes my A.
2nd time me,jing ming and kenneth tried to register for the gym and once again we got told to come back at 5.30. I mean wtf, the registration there said 12-1pm. We went at like what? 12.30? Standing around there doing godknows what.
Tmrow's LSD and GRC. Worst day of the week ever... To top it up, we're gona get our stupid project. I have a bad feeling about that....
The holidays have ended not too long ago and here i am worrying about the upcoming exams. For the uninitiated, it's in 1 month. K enuf for now, i'm gona go read up some plant nutrition.
To Mindy --> Dont press me to blog lahhs. i aint the type who has so many things to say everyday =X.
good.night.
School has been Uber Slack. And yet people in my class are slacking on projects, pushing majority of the work to just one person. (in case my group is seeing this, no not our group. Our group finishes things wayy too fast and evenly) I'm sure if those people read this u'll know what i'm talking about and who's taking the brunt of the work.
The holidays ended not too long ago and now i'm facing the prospect of having my final exams in just over a month. I realise now much of the time we spend in poly is wasted away in the holidays.
Way too many things have happened the past months so i shant touch on them, well for the exception of the change of negetive mindset. Kudos to Estelle.
I'm currently pondering on what future my course would hold for me; whether i would be able to secure a good paying job or whether i can even continue to the U. Yes i agree that my course has given me a new perspective towards plants but i cant help but wonder whether such things would be even useful to a large extent in singapore.
Live has become pretty generic generally and i applaud that. It's much better then having to worry about whatsoever and stuffs. Ok i shall stop here for now. It's late and i need my sleep for school tomorrow. For understanding the lecture as basically mine is carried out by ms boo. I dont want to say anymore,it'll lead me to charges.
good.night.
Bleh i'm starting to feel blogging is a boring waste of time. I need to pry through the memories that i had just to place it on a website to allow people to see and understand how i'm feeling and stuff. Then again, how do i know that anyone actually sees my blog?. Enough for now..
good.night.
Ah the only thing i have to complain about is day one. Alot of stuff was screwed up and not fun to do. 30+min for so many to bathe?! Go figure.
Met many crazy and great people at the camp. And i'm sure most of us did not immediately think that the guy calling himself saddam was telling the truth.
Ah wth, my brain is depleted from lack of sleep. Severe lack. I shall continue this nxt time
good.night.